Saturday, June 11, 2022

Dominoes

Can I go a year, Can I go a day.
I would like to stop updating this.

 
2024 My 60 y/o Friend to Ovarian Cancer
2023 My 50 y/o Cousin to Heroin OD (P)
2023 My Grandma to Heart Perforation (M)
2022 My Step-Grandma to Cancer (P)
2021 My 70 y/o SoulMother to Covid  
2019 My 35 y/o Cousin to Alcohol OD (M)
2016 My Sweet Puppy Love
2015 My Grandma to Dementia (P)
2015 My Grandpa to Cancer (M)
2014 My 57 y/o Uncle to Alcoholism (M)
2011 My Step-Grandma to Brain Cancer (M)
2011 My 50 y/o SoulMother to Bladder Cancer
2010 My Grandpa to Dementia (P)
2009 My 29 y/o first Husband to Suicide
2004 My 52 y/o Aunt to Cancer/Heroin OD (P)
2003 My 50 y/o Uncle to Alcohol OD (P)
2002 My Great-Grandma to Old Age (P)
2000 My Step-Grandpa to Lung Cancer (M)
2000 My Step-Grandpa to Emphysema (P)
1994 My 42 y/o Aunt to AIDS/Heroin OD (P)
1993 My Teacher to Suicide (during class)
1982 My Great-Grandma to Old Age (M)

Like dominoes you fall through my mind; one loss connected to the next and to the next. 

Tumbling through my mind; I cannot remember one of you without thinking of all of you. 

I miss you. I love you. 

You appear to me in my dreams; talk to me - kiss me - hold me. 

I remember your eyes, your smile, your laughter, and your tears. 

I know that when my time comes that I’ll be blessed with more spirit guides than most. 

When I go, I will not go alone.

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