Dominoes

Can I go a year, Can I go a day.

I would like to stop updating this.

22.  2024 ~ My 60 year-old Friend to Ovarian Cancer

21.  2023 ~ My 50 year-old Cousin to Heroin Overdose (P)

20.  2023 ~ My Grandma to Heart Perforation (M)

19.  2022 ~ My Step-Grandma to Cancer (P)

18.  2021 ~ My 70 year-old Bestie Mother-Figure to Covid  

17.  2019 ~ My 35 year-old Cousin to Alcohol Overdose (M)

16.  2016 ~ My Sweet Puppy Love

15.  2015 ~ My Grandma to Dementia (P)

14.  2015 ~ My Grandpa to Brain Cancer (M)

13.  2014 ~ My 57 year-old Uncle to Alcoholism/Cirrhosis (M)

12.  2011 ~ My Step-Grandma to Brain Cancer (M)

11.  2011 ~ My 50 year-old Bestie Mother-Figure to Bladder Cancer

10.  2010 ~ My Grandpa to Dementia (P)

 9.  2009 ~ My 29 year-old first Husband to Alcoholism-Suicide

 8.  2004 ~ My 52 year- old Auntie to Breast Cancer-Heroin Overdose (P)

 7.  2003 ~ My 50 year-old Uncle to Alcohol Overdose (P)

 6.  2002 ~ My Great-Grandma to Old Age (P)

 5.  2000 ~ My Step-Grandpa to Lung Cancer (M)

 4.  2000 ~ My Step-Grandpa to Emphysema (P)

 3.  1994 ~ My 42 year-old Auntie to AIDS-Heroin Overdose (P)

 2.  1993 ~ My teacher to Suicide during class

 1.  1982 ~ My Great-Grandma to Old Age (M)

Like dominoes you fall through my mind; one loss connected to the next and to the next. 

Tumbling through my mind; I cannot remember one of you without thinking of all of you. 

I miss you. I love you. 

You appear to me in my dreams; talk to me - kiss me - hold me. 

I remember your eyes, your smile, your laughter, and your tears. 

I know that when my time comes that I’ll be blessed with more spirit guides than most. 

When I go, I will not go alone.