thumbs up.
pants down.
wanting to explore new territories.
vast expanses.
go north to the cold disconsolate bleeding regions of regret and frozen dreams.
go south to the hot drought stricken lands of past lives and nightmares of blood soaked hands.
go east to the tropical lands of rain, hope and expectations. densely forested and under-populated by desires still felt but as of yet unmet.
go west young explorer, to conquer and explore and ravage lands new to me and as of yet unexplored by my mind's eyes.
lands that are already known and already possessed by far more unfortunate souls than i.
explore the northern reaches of my mind.
wander the southern most extremities and walk...
walk away... walk to... walk from... walk with.
blindly traverse questions that have always already been answered.
yet still unknown to me.
keep asking. keep wondering.
keep wondering why.
pondering the complexities of life until my skeletal bones have rotted and decayed.
dust.
leaving nothing of me.
leaving nothing of what you were to me.
how to create and keep a part of me alive.
immortal.
undying.
unforgotten.
for future archaeologists of life and thought to find.
the love of knowledge and the search for personal truths will end.
i will end.
time continues.
life continues.
disappointments add up to the sum of my whole.
trying to solve the equations that measure life.
mathematical certainty.
the circle.
continues on.
multiplies.
faith in chaos,
that no matter how turbulent how seemingly innocuous and random life is.
chaos is the only certainty and beauty in life.
the unknown will always be.
unpredicted.
wild.
driven by the storms of passion.
if known the probability of change increases in proportion to pain and shattered hopes.
although if changed the beauty that created the pain would be lost and forever missed.
to avoid pain would create a life unlived.
alone.
an invention and a creation and a product of dullness.
stagnation.
fear.
live bravely.
feel freely.
IMPLODE IMAGINATIVELY.
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