Thursday, June 20, 2019
Seuss
Wednesday, June 05, 2019
Tuesday, June 04, 2019
Arizona
Restful and calm, the warm center of my
being. True to myself, owning my feelings
and actions, non-competitive kindness oozing
from my pores. I find strength - determination
and will from deliberate non-action. Choosing
my choices. Bathing in the exhilaration of the rich notes
of my first song. I walked alone through
the desert after three days with no food
and found that my indifferent inner nature
was no longer harsh but now matched the
outer landscape. Life and strength surrounded
me. The tall saguaro, the gentle giant, stood
before me and we matched. The same
energy pulsating through us, from us, engulfing us.
Both of us breathing the breath within the breath.
The same life force flowing through each of us,
animating us, driving us to grow tall, to
grow more limbs, to drink more water, to
fulfill our one and only soul's purpose. I
asked the regal cactus, “Who Dies?” and
he answered:
We are all born and we all die but it is only the death of the body, the spark that resides within us goes on. Transfiguration, Transmutation, Transcendence. You are not alone, but every step is your own. Breathe fully into each step and savor it. For no two steps are the same. Do not rush but do not dally. Your purpose is in the steps. Take nothing and no one with you, for we are each on our own journey and I am your companion but not your savior. Find your savior within, we are all one, we are all connected, God resides within us all. Dwell in this contradictive space. Growth only comes from acknowledging our true nature and being completely who we are; if YOU are an otter then embrace your otterness and love who you are, who you were, and who you are becoming. From birth to death is simply a journey home.
Monday, June 03, 2019
Gila Wilderness
Moving a little slow - leaving a little late,
Heavy legs – straps digging into shoulders.
Adjust Stride, Adjust Straps, Repeat.
Stopping, taking pictures - talking,
Time flying by… faster than the miles.
Poison Ivy, Hot Sun, Mosquitoes.
Setting up camp - a little early,
Discovering what was forgotten wasn’t needed.
Watching the stars rise - burrowing deep in my bag,
Sleeping sporadically - listening to the night.
Cold Feet, Numb Shoulder, Hard Ground.
-Looking for ease but finding resistance-
Day Ten…
Waking up early - feeling refreshed,
Another night of deep dreamless sleep,
Coffee steam rising with the morning sun.
Routine – making breakfast easy,
The last meal - a lighter pack,
Quiet and Quick preparations.
Miles flying by... faster than the hours,
Wanting the last day to never end,
But mentally rehearsing…
“Cheeseburger, French Fries, Milk Shake”
Strong legs - Strong stride - Relaxed mind,
Less pictures - Less words - More meaning,
Bonded with - Self, Companion, and Earth.
The long adventure now feeling so short,
Slowing in the last minutes - bittersweet completion.
-Looking for ease and finding peace-