Inevitable

How can I write anything new
Now that I no longer have you

You were my muse
my light
my dark angel
my knight
in too much armor

You tore my heart apart
I wrote
You broke my soul in two
I wrote

You pushed me away
Without ever letting go

You showed me the door
but always kept it closed

You destroyed my innocence
I wrote

You ended my childhood
I wrote

You were my bruise
my sight
my archangel
my night
who shut out the day

You held me tight
While saying "I don’t love you"

You kissed my lips
And whispered "the end is here"

"I love you"
when I’m gone
"Please leave"
when I’m near

This was inevitable
and I write