Friday, December 18, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
You are my Past Life
"So when you are inexplicably pulled toward something, an experience, or SOMEONE, and that pull won't go away, that is how you can know that it is your karma, not simply another transient desire. And if it is an especially strong pull that won't go away, then it is probably from your past lives. And if you don't follow your karma, if you try to avoid it and run away from whatever your karma happens to be, you will never be happy or at peace with yourself, no matter what you do or achieve in this or in any other world." Lenz
Monday, December 07, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
King Jr.
"We are now faced with the fact, my friends, that tomorrow is today. We are confronted with the fierce urgency of now. In this unfolding conundrum of life and history, there is such a thing as being too late."
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
The Fish Song -- a collaboration
get up everyday
bacon and eggs
skip the coffee
and I’m on my way…
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
to the docks
sun rising
my sweet sue
and I’m on my way…
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
blowing a gale
from the west
lifting my nets – and hoping for the best
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
through the brake wall
tied up to the dock
to ma and pa’s
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
heading home to my recliner chair
home-cooked meal
on a TV
tray
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
sitting on my porch
sun-setting
sweet bud in my hand
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
bacon and eggs
skip the coffee
and I’m on my way…
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
to the docks
sun rising
my sweet sue
and I’m on my way…
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
blowing a gale
from the west
lifting my nets – and hoping for the best
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
through the brake wall
tied up to the dock
to ma and pa’s
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
heading home to my recliner chair
home-cooked meal
on a TV
tray
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
sitting on my porch
sun-setting
sweet bud in my hand
and I’m on my way
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
it is what it is
oh, it is what it is
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
peaceful warrior
"the people who are the hardest to love are usually the ones that need it the most"
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Noah Levine
"picking up the burning ember of ill will from the fire to throw at our enemy burns us before it burns them"
His Pond -- a collaboration
what He saw
was not what I found
I had looked
with a hopeful heart
in an easternly direction
contemplating His mysteries
and I found something
not utterly destroyed
but completely changed
and, now I am captivated
by thoughts
does “nature” still exist anywhere?
does pure God-light and God-sound live?
or is every place corrupted by human-kind?
have we destroyed God while seeking independence? I
s there nothing left untouched and unspoiled?
and if there is something - someplace still out there….
can I find it?
and if there is nothing - noplace still out there….
can I live without it?
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Friday, October 02, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
conway
"Do people live in circles today? No. They live in boxes. They wake up every morning in a box of their bedrooms because a box next to them started making beeping noises to tell them it was time to get up. They eat their breakfast out of a box and then they throw that box away into another box. Then they leave the box where they live and get into another box with wheels and drive to work, which is just another big box broken into little cubicle boxes where a bunch of people spend their days sitting and staring at the computer boxes in front of them. When the day is over, everyone gets into the box with wheels again and goes home to the house boxes and spends the evening staring at the television boxes for entertainment. They get their music from a box, they get their food from a box, they keep their clothing in a box, they live their lives in a box."
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
eustace
"I live in nature where everything is connected, circular. The seasons are circular. The planet is circular, and so is the planet around the sun. The course of water over the earth is circular coming down from the sky and circulating through the world to spread life and then evaporating up again. I live in a circular teepee and build my fire in a circle. The life cycles of plants and animals are circular. I live outside where I can see this. The ancient people understood that our world is a circle, but we modern people have lost site of that. I don't live inside buildings because buildings are dead places where nothing grows, where water doesn't flow, and where life stops. I don't want to live in a dead place. People say that I don't live in a real world, but it's modern Americans who live in a fake world, because they have stepped outside the natural circle of life."
Friday, August 07, 2009
wild approach
beauty deep within the chasm of light. falling through the darkness. screaming. when a hand reaches out.... and pulls my chord. forgotten. i prepared for this. i packed my chute. air rushing past -- filling my wings. caught. hard. now floating. no longer screaming. only laughing. quietly deep inside my core. I LAUGH. i float effortlessly to the ground and take hold of the hand that reminded me of what was inside.
quiet consumption
chilling sight
fallen out of step
forgotten seasons
mistaken impressions
of a doomed reality
that subsides....
inside.
when my forest
is used up
forgotten
and
destroyed
who will notice?
who will re-plant?
modern necessities
not needed
and
no longer
wanted.
classic formations
yearned for
i desire not
a continuation
not
a stagnation
not
a resurrection
but
a transformation
into something
new
and
never seen
modern gifts
of science
and thought
used
to create
a new
natural order.
fallen out of step
forgotten seasons
mistaken impressions
of a doomed reality
that subsides....
inside.
when my forest
is used up
forgotten
and
destroyed
who will notice?
who will re-plant?
modern necessities
not needed
and
no longer
wanted.
classic formations
yearned for
i desire not
a continuation
not
a stagnation
not
a resurrection
but
a transformation
into something
new
and
never seen
modern gifts
of science
and thought
used
to create
a new
natural order.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
gilbert
'what Eustace sees is a society steadily undoing itself, it might be argued, by its own over-resourcefulness. Clever, ambitious, and always in search of greater efficiency, we Americans have, in two short centuries, created a world of push-button, round-the-clock comfort for ourselves. The basic needs of humanity - food, clothing, shelter, entertainment, transportation, and even sexual pleasure - no longer need to be personally labored for or ritualized or even understood. All these things are available to us now for mere cash. Or credit. Which means that nobody needs to know how to do anything anymore, except the one narrow skill that will earn enough money to pay for the conveniences and services of modern living.'
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Tolstoy
"I often lie awake at night from happiness, and all the time I think of our future life together. I have lived through much, and now I think I have found what is needed for happiness. A quiet secluded life in the country, with the possibility of being useful to people to whom it is easy to do good, and who are not accustomed to have it done to them; then work which one hopes may be of some use; then rest, nature, books, music, love for one’s neighbor — such is my idea of happiness. And then, on the top of all that, you for a mate."
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
exhilaration
arms outstretched
eyes closed
wind pushing
against my body
cooling my soul
finding
hope
in
mock
flight
eyes closed
wind pushing
against my body
cooling my soul
finding
hope
in
mock
flight
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
tao
'all that is negative and injurious to your relationship is born of fear. fear births jealousy, fuels anger, and prompts harsh words. the most difficult times contain the greatest fear. if you would live in love, do not be afraid.'
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Guaranteed
"On bended knee is no way to be free
Lifting up an empty cup, I ask silently
All my destinations will accept the one that's me
So I can breathe...
Circles they grow and they swallow people whole
Half their lives they say goodnight to wives they'll never know
A mind full of questions, and a teacher in my soul
And so it goes...
Don't come closer or I'll have to go
Holding me like gravity are places that pull
If ever there was someone to keep me at home
It would be you...
Everyone I come across, in cages they bought
They think of me and my wandering, but I'm never what they thought
I've got my indignation, but I'm pure in all my thoughts
I'm alive...
Wind in my hair, I feel part of everywhere
Underneath my being is a road that disappeared
Late at night I hear the trees, they're singing with the dead
Overhead...
Leave it to me as I find a way to be
Consider me a satellite, forever orbiting
I knew all the rules, but the rules did not know me
Guaranteed"
Lifting up an empty cup, I ask silently
All my destinations will accept the one that's me
So I can breathe...
Circles they grow and they swallow people whole
Half their lives they say goodnight to wives they'll never know
A mind full of questions, and a teacher in my soul
And so it goes...
Don't come closer or I'll have to go
Holding me like gravity are places that pull
If ever there was someone to keep me at home
It would be you...
Everyone I come across, in cages they bought
They think of me and my wandering, but I'm never what they thought
I've got my indignation, but I'm pure in all my thoughts
I'm alive...
Wind in my hair, I feel part of everywhere
Underneath my being is a road that disappeared
Late at night I hear the trees, they're singing with the dead
Overhead...
Leave it to me as I find a way to be
Consider me a satellite, forever orbiting
I knew all the rules, but the rules did not know me
Guaranteed"
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
launder
guilty
until
proven
innocent
someone
else's mistakes
remembered
and
relived
held against
myself
and
you
patterns
repeating
unspoken
in
time
only
seen
in
still pictures
replaying
in my mind
i
will
hold myself
and
you
accountable
for
the mistakes
of
another
i
will
condemn
us both
to
Hell
until
i
can....
forgive.
incomplete
in its
entirety
my absolution
is
lacking
complexity
and
depth
easier seen
as
redemption
mea culpa
unwavering
and
unholy
and
unending
not finished
in a single
act
or moment...
carried out
day to day
in a
karmic
rinse cycle.
until
proven
innocent
someone
else's mistakes
remembered
and
relived
held against
myself
and
you
patterns
repeating
unspoken
in
time
only
seen
in
still pictures
replaying
in my mind
i
will
hold myself
and
you
accountable
for
the mistakes
of
another
i
will
condemn
us both
to
Hell
until
i
can....
forgive.
incomplete
in its
entirety
my absolution
is
lacking
complexity
and
depth
easier seen
as
redemption
mea culpa
unwavering
and
unholy
and
unending
not finished
in a single
act
or moment...
carried out
day to day
in a
karmic
rinse cycle.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Jenkins
'on foot, in a van, on a fleet motorcycle or on a bicycle, a person must be very careful not to become overly concerned with arriving'
Thursday, June 11, 2009
byron
"There is pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more"
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more"
Sunday, June 07, 2009
straitjacket
clinically insane
morally deranged
wild-eyes search
for meaning...
looking in the wrong places
asking the wrong questions
staying inside the lines
inside the box
unable to wield the hammer
that will knock down all
of the preconceived notions of
what life is suppose to look like.
fighting against the system
while staying within the system
unable to break it
destroy it
holding it close
unable to let it go
using the tools of the master
to destroy the master's house
unable to see that
the best destruction
comes from surprise
use your own tools
make something alien
morally deranged
wild-eyes search
for meaning...
looking in the wrong places
asking the wrong questions
staying inside the lines
inside the box
unable to wield the hammer
that will knock down all
of the preconceived notions of
what life is suppose to look like.
fighting against the system
while staying within the system
unable to break it
destroy it
holding it close
unable to let it go
using the tools of the master
to destroy the master's house
unable to see that
the best destruction
comes from surprise
use your own tools
make something alien
Lost
race
away from
the darkness -
madness -
consumerism -
capitalism -
greed, hunger, hate
deceit
self-denial
-inner strength-
worn down and diminished
by the want to have more
than you need.
more...
more...
more...
I die, You die
in a world that is already dead
having hung itself with
gluttony
lethargy
-Apathy-
have nothing
want nothing
lose nothing
only
the
Soul
will
remain.
away from
the darkness -
madness -
consumerism -
capitalism -
greed, hunger, hate
deceit
self-denial
-inner strength-
worn down and diminished
by the want to have more
than you need.
more...
more...
more...
I die, You die
in a world that is already dead
having hung itself with
gluttony
lethargy
-Apathy-
have nothing
want nothing
lose nothing
only
the
Soul
will
remain.
Friday, June 05, 2009
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
zazenlover
"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense."
~buddha~
~buddha~
Monday, June 01, 2009
green
cornucopian
colors
transcend
time
leaving
an
expanse
filled
with
a
kaleidoscope
twirling
images
in my eye
rushing
past
thoughts
into
emptiness
the
quiet
liberated
unattached
mind
letting
each hue
each image
reflect
the
photograph
of my
conception
pass
and
continue
on
to create
and
imbue
new
imprints
onto
our
earth
colors
transcend
time
leaving
an
expanse
filled
with
a
kaleidoscope
twirling
images
in my eye
rushing
past
thoughts
into
emptiness
the
quiet
liberated
unattached
mind
letting
each hue
each image
reflect
the
photograph
of my
conception
pass
and
continue
on
to create
and
imbue
new
imprints
onto
our
earth
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Alice
'Deliver me from writers who say the way they live doesn't matter. I'm not sure a bad person can write a good book, If art doesn't make us better, then what on earth is it for?'
Thursday, May 21, 2009
terra firma
reliance
on universal
companions
the morning
noon
and night
lonely
earth
separated
from
heaven
clouds
creating
a
midsummer
haze
golden and silver
slumbering
away
immortality
to explore
and learn
the
forgotten
forests
mysteriously
mystically
hatching
new
life
I
bathe
in the
pure
new
light
reborn
on universal
companions
the morning
noon
and night
lonely
earth
separated
from
heaven
clouds
creating
a
midsummer
haze
golden and silver
slumbering
away
immortality
to explore
and learn
the
forgotten
forests
mysteriously
mystically
hatching
new
life
I
bathe
in the
pure
new
light
reborn
him, again....
'I came into this world, not chiefly to make this a good place to live in, but to live in it, be it good or bad.'
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
tangled
twisting
changing
turning
into
something
else
into
someone
else
metamorphosis
taking place
slowly
over time
looking
less
and
less
like
what
i
once
knew
and
more
and
more
like
something
i have
never
known
wondering
why
this
transformation
must
occur?
wondering
why
everything
must
inevitably
change?
Everything Must Change.
even what
was
once
perfection
and
bliss
must
evolve
into
something
different.
for
better
or
for
worse.
changing
turning
into
something
else
into
someone
else
metamorphosis
taking place
slowly
over time
looking
less
and
less
like
what
i
once
knew
and
more
and
more
like
something
i have
never
known
wondering
why
this
transformation
must
occur?
wondering
why
everything
must
inevitably
change?
Everything Must Change.
even what
was
once
perfection
and
bliss
must
evolve
into
something
different.
for
better
or
for
worse.
ancient mariner
'Water, water, everywhere,
And all the boards did shrink;
Water, water, everywhere,
Nor any drop to drink.'
'Alone, alone, all, all alone,
Alone on a wide wide sea!
And never a saint took pity on
My soul in agony.'
'Around, around, flew each sweet sound.
Then darted to the Sun;
Slowly the sounds came back again
Now mixed, now one by one.'
'The pang, the curse, with which they died,
Had never passed away:
I could not draw my eyes from theirs,
Nor turn them up to pray.'
And all the boards did shrink;
Water, water, everywhere,
Nor any drop to drink.'
'Alone, alone, all, all alone,
Alone on a wide wide sea!
And never a saint took pity on
My soul in agony.'
'Around, around, flew each sweet sound.
Then darted to the Sun;
Slowly the sounds came back again
Now mixed, now one by one.'
'The pang, the curse, with which they died,
Had never passed away:
I could not draw my eyes from theirs,
Nor turn them up to pray.'
Monday, May 11, 2009
damn puzzler
'You've been an American. It's our big problem. We mean so well. We want to help everyone. We think we know best and we act from the best possible motives. And then the politicians and the corporations take over for the only reason they know which is to make another buck. Result, catastrophe.'
Saturday, May 09, 2009
mantua
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
the genius of the woods
'things do not change; we change. sell your clothes and keep your thoughts. god will see that you do not want society.'
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
One Shot
wrapped around inside myself. eternally bound to you. tied into a knot that cannot be undone. permanently placed on my soul. i cannot remove your blood from my hands. i see you in every question. i wonder what if i had, only to know i would not have. i lost you and found myself.
earnestly
you
attempted
to
unfeel
the pains
that ran
too deep
to ignore
medicating
your
emotions
that were
too intense
to release
crying out
in the night
gripping
desperately
to the day
shaking
pushing
consciousness
away
looking for
a new
reality
while
re-living
the past
striving
for a
future
that brought
forth
hope
happiness
and....
stumbling
down
to the
bottom
again
life
ending
before
knowing
the bliss
before
finding
the release
always wanting
to be more
than
you
were
something
better
than
you
were
than the you
that your
mind created
laughing
through
the
tears
dancing
through
the
anger
trying
to
recreate
a life
already
lived
and
yet
unknown
and
unfound
hidden
never
to
be seen
by your
bright
beautiful
eyes
because,
You
Closed
Your
Own
Eyes
And
Forgot
To
Say
Good-Bye
earnestly
you
attempted
to
unfeel
the pains
that ran
too deep
to ignore
medicating
your
emotions
that were
too intense
to release
crying out
in the night
gripping
desperately
to the day
shaking
pushing
consciousness
away
looking for
a new
reality
while
re-living
the past
striving
for a
future
that brought
forth
hope
happiness
and....
stumbling
down
to the
bottom
again
life
ending
before
knowing
the bliss
before
finding
the release
always wanting
to be more
than
you
were
something
better
than
you
were
than the you
that your
mind created
laughing
through
the
tears
dancing
through
the
anger
trying
to
recreate
a life
already
lived
and
yet
unknown
and
unfound
hidden
never
to
be seen
by your
bright
beautiful
eyes
because,
You
Closed
Your
Own
Eyes
And
Forgot
To
Say
Good-Bye
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Hoff
"Everything has its own place and function. That applies to people, although many don't seem to realize it, stuck as they are in the wrong job, the wrong marriage, or the wrong house. When you know and respect your Inner Nature, you know where you belong. You also know where you don't belong."
Monday, April 13, 2009
bittersweet
i let
you go
gone as
you have
been
not mine
to
release
yet intimately
connected
to my
core
feeling
constructive
doubt
repeating
little lies
fantasies
deceptions
my inner
voice
willingly
Questions
And
Accepts
Everything
And
Nothing
yet,
all remains
CHANGING EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING CHANGING
stop filling
my mind
with
delusive thought
create
nothingness
in
enlightenment
you go
gone as
you have
been
not mine
to
release
yet intimately
connected
to my
core
feeling
constructive
doubt
repeating
little lies
fantasies
deceptions
my inner
voice
willingly
Questions
And
Accepts
Everything
And
Nothing
yet,
all remains
CHANGING EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING CHANGING
stop filling
my mind
with
delusive thought
create
nothingness
in
enlightenment
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Kalu Rinpoche
“We live in illusion and the appearance of things. There is a reality. We are that reality. When you understand this, you see that you are nothing, and being nothing, you are everything. That is all.”
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Comfortable
seeking
adventure
before the
dawn
new day
new light
new hope
enjoy
what is
seen
but do
Not
own it
give it back
let it go
pass it on
discovering....
new land
new air
new water
new
sight,
sound,
touch,
taste,
smell.
new
words
change
old
meanings.
i
lie
i lie
awake
i lie
with
purpose
i lie
with you
to you
next to you
for you
new
impulses
creating
reactions
in
my limbs
in
my mind
in
my core
my being quivers
and quakes
my being longs
and yearns.....
for a sense of
connectedness
i want to be one
with you
with nature
take me
home
to
hunt
and
fish
and
earn....
my own
survival.
what can i survive?
what can i conquer?
what can these
two
small
hands
do?
adventure
before the
dawn
new day
new light
new hope
enjoy
what is
seen
but do
Not
own it
give it back
let it go
pass it on
discovering....
new land
new air
new water
new
sight,
sound,
touch,
taste,
smell.
new
words
change
old
meanings.
i
lie
i lie
awake
i lie
with
purpose
i lie
with you
to you
next to you
for you
new
impulses
creating
reactions
in
my limbs
in
my mind
in
my core
my being quivers
and quakes
my being longs
and yearns.....
for a sense of
connectedness
i want to be one
with you
with nature
take me
home
to
hunt
and
fish
and
earn....
my own
survival.
what can i survive?
what can i conquer?
what can these
two
small
hands
do?
Sunday, April 05, 2009
hdT
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler."
Friday, April 03, 2009
palahniuk
"I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may."
Thursday, March 26, 2009
andy panda
"too many people buy shit they don't need. with money they don't have. to impress people they don't like."
Monday, March 23, 2009
society
"It's a mystery to me
we have a greed
with which we have agreed
You think you have to want
more than you need
until you have it all you won't be free
society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
When you want more than you have
you think you need
and when you think more than you want
your thoughts begin to bleed
I think I need to find a bigger place
'cos when you have more than you think
you need more space
society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me
there's those thinking more or less less is more
but if less is more how you're keeping score?
Means for every point you make
your level drops
kinda like its starting from the top
you can't do that...
society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, have mercy on me
I hope you're not angry if I disagree
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me"
we have a greed
with which we have agreed
You think you have to want
more than you need
until you have it all you won't be free
society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
When you want more than you have
you think you need
and when you think more than you want
your thoughts begin to bleed
I think I need to find a bigger place
'cos when you have more than you think
you need more space
society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me
there's those thinking more or less less is more
but if less is more how you're keeping score?
Means for every point you make
your level drops
kinda like its starting from the top
you can't do that...
society, you're a crazy breed
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me
society, have mercy on me
I hope you're not angry if I disagree
society, crazy and deep
I hope you're not lonely without me"
Protected Mode:On
weapons
madness
destruction
decaying
dust
burnt
alive
revisiting
past
lives
sleep
to
dream
to
scream
electrocution
awakens
torment
walling
me
into
my
own
hell
lone
beach
standing
staring
searching
for the
gunman
hiding
in the
bush
taking
aim
at
my heart
shaking
the ring
falls.......
madness
destruction
decaying
dust
burnt
alive
revisiting
past
lives
sleep
to
dream
to
scream
electrocution
awakens
torment
walling
me
into
my
own
hell
lone
beach
standing
staring
searching
for the
gunman
hiding
in the
bush
taking
aim
at
my heart
shaking
the ring
falls.......
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Maya
"A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams
wants to see her in an hour...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a youth she's content to leave behind....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
one friend who always makes her laugh..
and one who lets her cry...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a good piece of furniture not previously owned
by anyone else in her family...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a feeling of control over her destiny..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without
ruining the friendship...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder...
and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...
but it's over...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW....
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust,
whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
or a charming Inn in the woods....
when her soul needs soothing...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
What she can and can't accomplish in a day...
a month...and a year..."
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams
wants to see her in an hour...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a youth she's content to leave behind....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
one friend who always makes her laugh..
and one who lets her cry...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a good piece of furniture not previously owned
by anyone else in her family...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a feeling of control over her destiny..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without
ruining the friendship...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder...
and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...
but it's over...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW....
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust,
whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
or a charming Inn in the woods....
when her soul needs soothing...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
What she can and can't accomplish in a day...
a month...and a year..."
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
a start
i held you
while you
cried
i cried
for you
while you
slept
locked in
locking you
out
unable to stop
the images
the memories
the flashbacks
the pain
unable to stop
you
i begged
cried
pleaded
painfully
loving
painfully
leaving
while you
cried
i cried
for you
while you
slept
locked in
locking you
out
unable to stop
the images
the memories
the flashbacks
the pain
unable to stop
you
i begged
cried
pleaded
painfully
loving
painfully
leaving
Thursday, March 12, 2009
determinism
dying
daily
in the
exploits
of
misadventures
becoming
a
being
that is
not
like the
true
self
wishing
for a
different
version
of
reality
wishing
for a
version
starring
just
you
and
just
me
two
people
one
soul
traveling
through
this
universe
discovering
our own
destinies
our own
pleasures
deciding
our own
fate
based on
our own
wants
our own
needs
our own
beliefs
our own
visions
our own
future
of
just
you
and
just
me
will
never
be
daily
in the
exploits
of
misadventures
becoming
a
being
that is
not
like the
true
self
wishing
for a
different
version
of
reality
wishing
for a
version
starring
just
you
and
just
me
two
people
one
soul
traveling
through
this
universe
discovering
our own
destinies
our own
pleasures
deciding
our own
fate
based on
our own
wants
our own
needs
our own
beliefs
our own
visions
our own
future
of
just
you
and
just
me
will
never
be
chaos theory
"In mathematics, chaos theory describes the behavior of certain dynamical systems – that is, systems whose states evolve with time – that may exhibit dynamics that are highly sensitive to initial conditions (popularly referred to as the butterfly effect). As a result of this sensitivity, which manifests itself as an exponential growth of perturbations in the initial conditions, the behavior of chaotic systems appears to be random. This happens even though these systems are deterministic, meaning that their future dynamics are fully defined by their initial conditions, with no random elements involved. This behavior is known as deterministic chaos, or simply chaos.
Chaotic behavior is also observed in natural systems, such as the weather. This may be explained by a chaos-theoretical analysis of a mathematical model of such a system, embodying the laws of physics that are relevant for the natural system."
Chaotic behavior is also observed in natural systems, such as the weather. This may be explained by a chaos-theoretical analysis of a mathematical model of such a system, embodying the laws of physics that are relevant for the natural system."
Sunday, March 08, 2009
sporadic
forgotten
responsibilities
performing
miracles
naming
what is known
with
new words
creating
mystical
dimensions
into
reality
observing
occasional
originality
however
slight
creating
momentary
inspiration
a
new
spiritual
view
maneuvering
myself
into
places
that
instantaneously
Release Regret
expressing
pleasure
in
a
sin
that
was
once
so common
now
so rare....
as
to be
sublime
---------
from
my
lips
my
prayers
You
take.
responsibilities
performing
miracles
naming
what is known
with
new words
creating
mystical
dimensions
into
reality
observing
occasional
originality
however
slight
creating
momentary
inspiration
a
new
spiritual
view
maneuvering
myself
into
places
that
instantaneously
Release Regret
expressing
pleasure
in
a
sin
that
was
once
so common
now
so rare....
as
to be
sublime
---------
from
my
lips
my
prayers
You
take.
Friday, March 06, 2009
Legion
long winter
evenings
spread out
cold
dead
buried
mythology
recreates
the first
spider
in this
house
indescribable
innocence
when
one
whispers
"God is alone"
as it
should be
for me
grotesque
visions
stemming
from
weariness
and
weakness
create
a space
filled
with
laughter
light
love
unbeknownst
to me
unreal
and
unseen
to those
who watch
my
death
rattle
i
ascend
to
the
northern
star
by
the southern
wind
evenings
spread out
cold
dead
buried
mythology
recreates
the first
spider
in this
house
indescribable
innocence
when
one
whispers
"God is alone"
as it
should be
for me
grotesque
visions
stemming
from
weariness
and
weakness
create
a space
filled
with
laughter
light
love
unbeknownst
to me
unreal
and
unseen
to those
who watch
my
death
rattle
i
ascend
to
the
northern
star
by
the southern
wind
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Disintegration
Inconvenience
Experienced
Difficulty
Maintaining
Distance
Personal
Space
Black
Hole
I retreat
Two steps
While
You proceed
Four more
Motion
Falling
Backwards
Forwards
And
Around
My
Mind
Needing
Room
To
Unfold
And
Form
My
Own
Dimensions
Representations
Of
Space
And
Time
Seeing
Through
My
Eyes
So Far From
The
Sight
Of
Yours
Boundaries
Pushed
Pulled
Stretched
And
Disregarded
Unable
To
Find
A
Neutral
Ground
A
Soft
Spot
To
Sit
And
Evaporate
Into
Wind
Experienced
Difficulty
Maintaining
Distance
Personal
Space
Black
Hole
I retreat
Two steps
While
You proceed
Four more
Motion
Falling
Backwards
Forwards
And
Around
My
Mind
Needing
Room
To
Unfold
And
Form
My
Own
Dimensions
Representations
Of
Space
And
Time
Seeing
Through
My
Eyes
So Far From
The
Sight
Of
Yours
Boundaries
Pushed
Pulled
Stretched
And
Disregarded
Unable
To
Find
A
Neutral
Ground
A
Soft
Spot
To
Sit
And
Evaporate
Into
Wind
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Monday, March 02, 2009
Woolf
"I thought how unpleasant it is to be locked out; and I thought how it is worse, perhaps, to be locked in"
Sunday, March 01, 2009
apart
the thread of life
an invisible thread
ties me to you
binds you to me
trying to walk
the path
together
when we come to
the proverbial
fork
OUR thread
being pulled
taut
you going
left
while
i
wander
right
look into my eyes
and
pull on the thread
All In Vain
I have been down that
path
already....
insanity
greed
anger
deceit
I have seen where it
ends
And
I
Refuse.
I prefer
to go
this way
instead
a way I
have never been
something new
please,
take my hand
please,
kiss my lips
please,
change your course
let our love
direct your sail
please,
come with me
I desire the
unknown
And,
please
Remember,
I can cut
this
thread......
an invisible thread
ties me to you
binds you to me
trying to walk
the path
together
when we come to
the proverbial
fork
OUR thread
being pulled
taut
you going
left
while
i
wander
right
look into my eyes
and
pull on the thread
All In Vain
I have been down that
path
already....
insanity
greed
anger
deceit
I have seen where it
ends
And
I
Refuse.
I prefer
to go
this way
instead
a way I
have never been
something new
please,
take my hand
please,
kiss my lips
please,
change your course
let our love
direct your sail
please,
come with me
I desire the
unknown
And,
please
Remember,
I can cut
this
thread......
relic
illustrating
undeveloped
self-control
howling
insane
idiots
no sound in
nature
quite as
melancholy
as the gurgling
melody of
decomposing prayers
day or night
summer and winter
demons
grasping
groping
through
the decay
and dirt
finding
dawn
gripping
day-light
dismal
twilight
greedily
holding
the spirits
down
undeveloped
self-control
howling
insane
idiots
no sound in
nature
quite as
melancholy
as the gurgling
melody of
decomposing prayers
day or night
summer and winter
demons
grasping
groping
through
the decay
and dirt
finding
dawn
gripping
day-light
dismal
twilight
greedily
holding
the spirits
down
Friday, February 27, 2009
Bankei
"Having created
the demon mind yourself
When it torments you mercilessly
You’re to blame and no one else"
the demon mind yourself
When it torments you mercilessly
You’re to blame and no one else"
Thursday, February 26, 2009
More Thoreau
"for a person is rich in proportion to the number of things which they can afford to let alone"
Monday, February 23, 2009
hanh
“Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.”
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Cusak
"But right now, you and me here, put together entirely of atoms, sitting on this round rock with a core of liquid iron, held down by this force that seems to trouble you, called gravity, all the while spinning around the sun at 67,000 miles an hour and whizzing through the milkyway at 600,000 miles an hour in a universe that very well may be chasing its own tail at the speed of light; And admist all this frantic activity, fully cognisant of our own eminent demise - which is our own pretty way of saying we all know we're gonna die - We reach out to one another. Sometimes for the sake of vanity, sometimes for reasons you're not old enough to understand yet, but a lot of the time we just reach out and expect nothing in return. Isn't that strange? Isn't that weird? Isn't that weird enough?"
buddha
"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the only one getting burned."
Thursday, February 19, 2009
alittletooRAW
Pushing past
pristine
feelings
Pushing into
raw
emotion
King
or
X
How do you change the world?
How do i change the world?
Can you have one
without
the other?
Can you make it
without breaking it first?
pristine
feelings
Pushing into
raw
emotion
King
or
X
How do you change the world?
How do i change the world?
Can you have one
without
the other?
Can you make it
without breaking it first?
Monday, February 16, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
C.D.
"The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become."
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Monday, February 09, 2009
disambiguation
MAKE IT CLEAR
BE TRANSPARENT
HIDE NOTHING
SHOW EVERYTHING
OPEN YOUR EYES
AND YOUR SOUL
RELEASE YOUR MIND
AND FIND YOUR GUIDE
look into me
and see you
i look out of me
and into you
filling the void
and emptying this gap
recreating a world and
life that have been
unlived and unlearned
free the decaying matter
that lives in my skull
free the cells that are
multiplying and duplicating
the errors that i have made
the entries i have made
contain inaccurate information
please report this and
fix these mistakes
do not let them go unpunished
tell me that i am wrong
so that i can see what is
RIGHT
do not live a moral life because
someone wrote a law
a rule
a reason
to be moral....
do not live a moral life because
someone wrote a punishment
a sentence
a penalty
to keep you moral.....
live a moral life
because
it
is
bliss.
become what
you
want
to see
become
my wish
become
eternal happiness
become
world peace
become
what WE can be
BE TRANSPARENT
HIDE NOTHING
SHOW EVERYTHING
OPEN YOUR EYES
AND YOUR SOUL
RELEASE YOUR MIND
AND FIND YOUR GUIDE
look into me
and see you
i look out of me
and into you
filling the void
and emptying this gap
recreating a world and
life that have been
unlived and unlearned
free the decaying matter
that lives in my skull
free the cells that are
multiplying and duplicating
the errors that i have made
the entries i have made
contain inaccurate information
please report this and
fix these mistakes
do not let them go unpunished
tell me that i am wrong
so that i can see what is
RIGHT
do not live a moral life because
someone wrote a law
a rule
a reason
to be moral....
do not live a moral life because
someone wrote a punishment
a sentence
a penalty
to keep you moral.....
live a moral life
because
it
is
bliss.
become what
you
want
to see
become
my wish
become
eternal happiness
become
world peace
become
what WE can be
The Gift of Sight
my soul has
transmigrated
losing all
memory
of the time before
i knew me
wandering
wondering
no moment
other than
now
Platonism
Hinduism
Buddhism
are
my guides
to reincarnate
before i
die
a gift
a curse
to become something
and
someone
new
yet,
to remain
unchanged
at the core
i am the
psychic medium
of
my own soul
i have read
my own
palm
my third eye
sparkles
in
disbelief
i no longer believe this dream
transmigrated
losing all
memory
of the time before
i knew me
wandering
wondering
no moment
other than
now
Platonism
Hinduism
Buddhism
are
my guides
to reincarnate
before i
die
a gift
a curse
to become something
and
someone
new
yet,
to remain
unchanged
at the core
i am the
psychic medium
of
my own soul
i have read
my own
palm
my third eye
sparkles
in
disbelief
i no longer believe this dream
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Friday, February 06, 2009
Jawaharal Nehru
"Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will."
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Borderline Meaningless
Poetry
and a
loss
of
Words
Finding
meaning
in the
silence
of my
own mind
Losing
thoughts
and
resisting
temptation
breathing
into the
light
of something
new
Borderline meaningless
useless
unfulfilled existence
I covet
a life without
borders
Limitless
possibilities
grieve for
lost naivete
omnipotent
authority
over myself
and a
loss
of
Words
Finding
meaning
in the
silence
of my
own mind
Losing
thoughts
and
resisting
temptation
breathing
into the
light
of something
new
Borderline meaningless
useless
unfulfilled existence
I covet
a life without
borders
Limitless
possibilities
grieve for
lost naivete
omnipotent
authority
over myself
Loving Eachother
How do we create a multi-cultural society that has social cohesion and pluralistic respect? For me the answer lies right here in the very room where I sit typing. In front of me I have my grandmother’s beautiful crucifix hanging on the wall. Directly next to it are some hand carved wooden Tibetan Buddhist prayer beads. To my right I see a plaque with a picture of Jesus Christ on it and this picture is held up by a statue of Buddha. To my left is my bookshelf. In the middle row of my bookshelf the titles of these books flow together perfectly; they are the Holy Bible, The Origin of the Species, Tao Te Ching, The Essential Rumi, the Kabbalah, The Tibetan Book of the Dead, the Bhadavad-Gita, The Way of a Pilgrim, Living Wicca, The Hindu Religious Tradition, Llewellyn’s Magical Guide, The Secrets of the Rosary, and The Tao of Pooh. Behind me there is a mirror. When I turn my head and look in this mirror I can see my back. In the center of my shoulder blades there is a divine tattoo of a Hindu Goddess. This tattoo is on my back and I am not a Hindu. I am not any of the religions that are displayed around me. But I love, respect, and honor all of them as if they were my own.
Heat
The moment that
I walked into your suite
I believed in the
Kinetic theory of heat
The passion rose
to an unbearable temperature
And I knew that
this was an unexplained creature
In all of the moments
of our short and immensely long lives
You know that this kind
of clarity almost never arrives…..
And now,
feeling this and knowing that
I’ve realized that
I must be dreaming
But in my last few moments
before sadly waking
I take the kiss that is redeeming
I walked into your suite
I believed in the
Kinetic theory of heat
The passion rose
to an unbearable temperature
And I knew that
this was an unexplained creature
In all of the moments
of our short and immensely long lives
You know that this kind
of clarity almost never arrives…..
And now,
feeling this and knowing that
I’ve realized that
I must be dreaming
But in my last few moments
before sadly waking
I take the kiss that is redeeming
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Chevelle
"Will not be shaken,
And jump into this,
And be pursuasive, just carry on.
Make my mind up, to go though this,
Or be firm and sit in silence.
Learn from this,
Prehistoric dance and
Refrain from talking,
Solves our problems.
Medicated, could do some good,
Or find a way to relate,
Or just shut up."
And jump into this,
And be pursuasive, just carry on.
Make my mind up, to go though this,
Or be firm and sit in silence.
Learn from this,
Prehistoric dance and
Refrain from talking,
Solves our problems.
Medicated, could do some good,
Or find a way to relate,
Or just shut up."
Monday, January 26, 2009
Defining Moment -- a collaboration
a road leading
from
nowhere
to a dream
from a desire
what was once
numb and
shut down
now-
revived
with
life-breath breathed anew
back into
the body
spasmodically
recreating
a feeling of life
a feeling of being alive
Are You Already Dead?
Am I Already Dead?
Or
Do WE merely have dust in our eyes?
hazing our view of reality
can you help
me wipe the dust from my eyes
as i wipe the dust from yours?
wanting to climb
higher than before
climb higher than
I thought was possible
wanting to think the
thought that was
formulated in my conception
wanting to discover
My definition in You.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Thomas Jefferson
"Shake off all of the fears and prejudices under which weak minds are servilely crouched. Fix reason firmly in her seat and call on her tribunal every fact and every opinion. Question with boldness even the existence of a God; because, if there be one, (s)he must more approve of the homage of reason than that of blindfolded fear."
Saturday, January 24, 2009
No Admittance
Discontented and Complaining
Yet,
unable to
move on.
to change
and
to progress
STUCK
Doing your Duty
Fulfilling your Obligations
Completing your
Broken Dreams
YOUR Past
colliding with
OUR Future
abandoning US in
The Present
Yet,
unable to
move on.
to change
and
to progress
STUCK
Doing your Duty
Fulfilling your Obligations
Completing your
Broken Dreams
YOUR Past
colliding with
OUR Future
abandoning US in
The Present
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Mea Culpa
Opinion
and
Prejudice
Tradition
and
Delusion
Philosophy
and
Poetry
Aluvion
Appearance
Extravagantly
Unmistakable
Weak and Servile
Religious Background
asks....
What is God??
and
Prejudice
Tradition
and
Delusion
Philosophy
and
Poetry
Aluvion
Appearance
Extravagantly
Unmistakable
Weak and Servile
Religious Background
asks....
What is God??
Monday, January 05, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
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