Blue Ice

No Admittance

Discontented and Complaining

Yet,
unable to
move on.

to change
and
to progress

STUCK

Doing your Duty
Fulfilling your Obligations

Completing your
Broken Dreams

YOUR Past
colliding with
OUR Future
abandoning US in
The Present

Mea Culpa

Opinion
and
Prejudice

Tradition
and
Delusion

Philosophy
and
Poetry

Aluvion
Appearance

Extravagantly
Unmistakable

Weak and Servile
Religious Background
asks....
What is God??

J.C.

"Art is the triumph over chaos"

Stella

"Life beats you down and crushes your soul AND art reminds you that you still have one."

Twyla

"Art is the only way to run away without leaving home."

enlightenment

extreme
excess
exceeds
extravagance

existentially
evocative

earnestly
evading

embryonic
ecstasy

easily
erasing
emotions

employing
enigmatic
egotistical
ethics

effectively
eclipsing
early
existence

enchantingly
erotic

ensuring
expulsion

everyone
everybody
everything
enters
empty
encounters

ending

eradicating

emotional ESCAPE

F>N>

"I call a lie: wanting not to see something one does see, wanting not to see something as one sees it... The most common lie is the lie one tells to oneself; lying to others is relatively the exception."

John

"I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?"

Im O

B-Gita

"it is not born,
it does not die;
having been,
it will never not be;
unborn, enduring,
constant, and primordial,
it is not killed
when the body is killed."

CEAC

Condescending
Collision
Course

left
mind
right
brain

Execute
Exquisite
Evasiveness

running
away
from
me

running
far
from
you

Absolutely
Appropriating
Alienation

creating
room
to
breathe

space
to
think -
reflect

Carelessly
Creating
Confusion

It Went Away

"Went away? 'I dwell in darkness without you' and it went away?!!!!"

Gorgo

"There's only one woman's words that should affect the mood of My Husband. Those are mine."

Are you Happy???

Drop it.
Dropping it.
Dropped it.

Let Go!
Stop Participating in This world.

Stop Playing
THE game.

Stop Chasing
THE dream.

sit still
silently
seductively
secretively.....

yearning
desiring
aching
For Nothingness.

Beautiful Black
Oblivious Night.

And, in
This quiet
Light
This Sweet
Interlude
This Wet
Dream

Find
Happiness....
Find
Joy.....
Find
Bliss.....

stop searching
for more
find what you are
looking for...

by Not LOOKING!

Right now.
Right here.

THIS

This is real.
Everything else
is just a
memory or
a fantasy.

This is real
Right Now.

Ask yourself...
Are you happy???

I AM

Ask yourself....
If the BomB was dropped???
Right now???
Would you still be happy???

I AM

Richard From Texas

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave."

BringMeTheRhinoceros

"It can be consoling to discover that you don't have to believe in your own thoughts."

Buddha

"Chaos is inherent in all compounded things. Strive on with diligence."

circle of influence

"There is so much about my fate that I cannot control, but other things do fall under my jurisdiction. There are certain lottery tickets I can buy, thereby increasing my odds of finding contentment. I can decide how I spend my time, whom I interact with, whom I share my body and life and money and energy with. I can select what I eat and read and study. I can choose how I am going to regard unfortunate circumstances in my life - whether I will see them as curses or opportunities (and on the occasions when I can't rise to the most optimistic viewpoint, because I'm feeling too damn sorry for myself, I can choose to keep trying to change my outlook). I can choose my words and the tone of voice in which I speak to others. And most of all, I can choose my thoughts!!!!"
~Gilbert~

Dylan

"Chaos is a friend of mine."

BB

"Wishes and dreams help define an independent person, woman or man. It's not about how many you achieve it's about the quality of the ones you do meet."

Lie

picture in my mind
where time ceases
i can see you
in
a moment

my eyes close
and
in your arms i lie

HDT

"A truly good book teaches me better than to read it. I must soon lay it down, and commence living on its hint. What I began by reading, I must finish by acting."

Meditate

Visualize and Relax You are breathing My breath Moment to Moment You are here I am near Turn down the light and We will have tonight Touch of my hand and Our dance begins Follow my lead and Take the lead Put your hand on My Neck Down My Shoulder Down My Breast Down My Stomach Down My Cunt Down No, stop and stay Over and Over Turn night into day You are breathing My Breath Moment to Moment Lost in a thought and Discovering desire

Tao

"Change the way you look at things and the things you look at change."

Dyer

“Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.”


"When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.”


"The highest form of ignorance is when you reject something you don't know anything about.”

PleaseTRanslate

Wild Wicked
Uninhibited
Demands.

You demand
from me

I demand
of you

Needs unmet
Desires unfulfilled

I give up
a part of
Me
4
You

Lost in the
expectations
compromises
promises.

Lost in
my Desire
for You

Lost in......
Lost in......

Something was
Lost
in
Translation

you to me
me to you

expressions of passion
expressions of NEED

Unwilling to settle
but willing to
bend

only ONE will bend
only ONE will change

ONLY ONE WILL BREAK

i am broken and unmended

Joseph Chilton Pearce

"To live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong."

Jung

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."

142

hitchhiking through the landscape of my mind. 

thumbs up. 

pants down. 

wanting to explore new territories. 

vast expanses. 

go north to the cold disconsolate bleeding regions of regret and frozen dreams. 

go south to the hot drought stricken lands of past lives and nightmares of blood soaked hands. 

go east to the tropical lands of rain, hope and expectations. densely forested and under-populated by desires still felt but as of yet unmet. 

go west young explorer, to conquer and explore and ravage lands new to me and as of yet unexplored by my mind's eyes. 

lands that are already known and already possessed by far more unfortunate souls than i. 

explore the northern reaches of my mind. 

wander the southern most extremities and walk...

walk away... walk to... walk from... walk with. 

blindly traverse questions that have always already been answered. 

yet still unknown to me. 

keep asking. keep wondering. 

keep wondering why. 

pondering the complexities of life until my skeletal bones have rotted and decayed. 

dust. 

leaving nothing of me. 

leaving nothing of what you were to me. 

how to create and keep a part of me alive. 

immortal. 

undying. 

unforgotten.

for future archaeologists of life and thought to find. 

the love of knowledge and the search for personal truths will end. 

i will end. 

time continues. 

life continues. 

disappointments add up to the sum of my whole. 

trying to solve the equations that measure life. 

mathematical certainty. 

the circle. 

continues on. 

multiplies. 

faith in chaos,

that no matter how turbulent how seemingly innocuous and random life is. 

chaos is the only certainty and beauty in life.

the unknown will always be. 

unpredicted. 

wild. 

driven by the storms of passion.

if known the probability of change increases in proportion to pain and shattered hopes. 

although if changed the beauty that created the pain would be lost and forever missed. 

to avoid pain would create a life unlived. 

alone. 

an invention and a creation and a product of dullness. 

stagnation. 

fear. 

live bravely. 

feel freely.

IMPLODE IMAGINATIVELY.