2026

the joshua tree is a symbol of endurance through adversity and one’s ability to persevere despite being born into a harsh and unforgiving landscape

“there are thoughts which you cannot grasp without completely changing your life.” 

~werner sprenger~

forgive yourself, and others, for not being perfect.

acceptance of the truth.

the facts.

reality.

live in this life

and of this world.

while on this earth,

be of the earth, grounded.

but always keep your eyes

and your heart

directed to the heavens.

because,

this little life is already half over.

past the middle age.

entering the enlightened age.

good-bye my loves.

my creators, my bloodline

you inhabited my heart 

while you broke my heart,

from the inside out,

you hammered.

your silence has finally freed you

from within me.

i feel nothing.

active grieving transformed,

into ash.

i don’t love you anymore.

you no longer live in me.

my heart is a desert,

prepared to become a garden, 

this is the time to bloom,

finally.

you no longer exist,

but i still do.

i had to lose you,

to find me.

that is meaningful.

joy and peace and contentment, 

radically awakened.

the phoenix has risen, 

it is the year of the salamander.